Disposable Desires

2012-01-04T20:31:00.001+08:00

I'm in the middle of class right now, freezing cold and the lecturer has just asked us to derive some formula but while my other classmates are busy doing their calculations, I'm here posting a blog entry. Why? Because I couldn't care less. I don't know why but I'm so distracted today. There's this feeling bugging me and I can't put a finger on it. Maybe I do know the reason but I just can't comprehend why is it even affecting me when it shouldn't. I find it really amusing in a not funny way. Maybe it's because I'm too used to having company and someone beside me all the time and I will start to feel lonely extremely fast compared to normal people. These are the times when I will start feeling all negative and stupid thoughts will run through my mind making me feel low out of nothing at all. It's stupid I know but everyone have their own version of a moment which they know is dumb but they can't help it. Since I can't help it, all I can do is hope that after a period of time it will get better as I slowly get use to it. For now, I promise to you guys that as much as it affects me, I will do my utmost not to let affect anyone else around me.

#lackoflove #foreveralone
Hashtags that I used for jokes with friends have never felt so true up til now. But fortunately for me, I still have that handful who are determined to keep those tags as jokes.

Firstly of course its my family, there will never be a lack of love with them. They are always there for me even when I've let them down countless times. I love each and every one of them though I show it in my own peculiar way.

And of course my BFF. You may have probably seen the phrase "friends are those who make time out of their schedule for you but best friends won't even look at their schedule." That is what my bff have been doing all these while ever since I rejoined the forever alone club. We may have our ups and downs but I've appreciated everything you have done for me even though I admit to bullying you most of the time but you know I don't mean it. Lots of love to my dearest Zoe Wong. <3

2012-01-02T21:39:00.002+08:00

It's a brand new year. But I'm not gonna start talking about how good it's gonna be or bla bla bla. Maybe abit later but for now, I'm gonna go all nostalgic and reminisce on the year that just left us. So if you don't want to see my sentimental side, I suggest you leave now.

Twenty eleven. Started it off as a fireman and a boyfriend. But by mid-way, I lost both statuses. One by force, the other by choice. It may be over but I'll keep all the good memories along with me this year and all the years to come. And then I became a student again, was like an excited school kid going to class for the very first time but the excitement died as soon as I was spammed with countless formulas which made no sense to anyone without long graying unkempt hair and a disastrous sense of fashion. Next of course was the time in everyone's life where they enter, that's if they weren't already born with a silver-spoon in their mouths, reality. In other words, get a job. I got mine after 2 months of my brief freedom. Wasn't my first obviously, but it was my first full time one. Only sucky thing about it that I can think of is probably the fact that I have to pay ERP everyday now to get to work. Other than that it's pretty slack, I managed to picked it up relatively quick. But I'm definitely not gonna stick around long if I ever wanna get my dream ride.

Now that is where this year comes into the picture. In another 2 days, operation R6 will be in full force as I'll be able to enroll for class 2. And after that its all just about saving up for XiaoP's big brother. Which was why like I said earlier, sooner or later I will have to find a new job which will allow me to achieve that faster. I can still do it with my current job but then I will have to sacrifice other totally unnecessary things in life. But that's not important right now.

Well, what's new year without resolutions right? Honestly, I have never bothered making any resolutions before. But this year I figured what the hell. People always say that they never manage to hold on to their resolutions for long so I thought to myself, Challenge Accepted. I'm not a superstitious person or anything but I feel it will be better if I don't type it down publicly until I've achieved or failed it in order not to jinx it. So you'll just have to wait and see.

On a final note, I would like to wish anyone who even bothered reading this, if I've ever did anything you think I shouldn't have to you directly or otherwise, I hope you would be able to put it behind you just like how 2011 is behind us now. As for wishes go, I sincerely wish that this would be a good year for you as much as I wish it would be for me. Signing off now with a belated

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2011-12-26T22:49:00.002+08:00

I felt compelled to blog when I saw the commercial on Suria about a Malay movie that is gonna played on new year. It wasn't just any movie. It was the first Malay movie that you watched together with me and one which both of us fell in love with. It made us tear and it was special for me because it was the first time you watched a movie in my mother tongue. What made it even more meaningful was that you were able to fully appreciate and understand it. Not only did you love the movie, you loved the song as well. The second Malay song you ever liked. The first of course is none other than Misha Omar - Pulangkan. Yes, I remembered. And of course we both knew that you fell in love with Farid Kamil as well, that part I didn't enjoy as much even though I have to agree that he is good-looking.

Just watching that commercial brought back so much sweet loving memories to me which I will forever keep and remember and I hope you do too. I will always look back at those times with a smile. I do not regret any of it. (:

Bila cinta kini tak lagi bermakna

Yang ku rasa kini hanyalah nestapa

Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan manisnya janjimu

Yang ku sambut itu dengan segenap hatiku

Hingga engkau pergi tinggalkanku

Hilangnya cintamu menusuk hatiku

Hinggaku memilih cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu merobek jantungku

Hingga ku terjatuh dalam harapan

2011-11-09T03:40:00.001+08:00

Just got back home. Thats 2 straight late nights on work days. And tomorrow is the start of school. But I ain't complaining. Meeting the boys is always worth it. I may not have had the best secondary school life but I met some of my best bros in life there.

So well I was at work earlier with nothing to do so I spent the time fbing and tweeting. Which was when I realize how pathetic some people are in their relationships. I'm not judging because I do not know what you guys have been through but it's really sad to see people posting their fights and arguements or whatever online where everyone can see. Honestly, what is the point in that? Do you want people to counsel you or what? And if somebody comments something you don't wanna see, you tell them to stfu and myob. But dude/babe, you posted it online for everyone to see and comment freely in the first place.

Also here are two things you need to know. Firstly when your friends comment trying to show concern. 99% of the time they are just curious and they don't give a shyt. Secondly, when a person or people from the opposite gender posts words so sweet that you wished why isn't your partner like that? 99% of the time they just wanna get in your pants.

So here's a bit of advice for those who love to publicly display their relationship problems for the world to see. You look at other happy couples online who always post sweet stuff to each other and never seem to have an argument. You think they never disagree on anything ever? Of course they do, they just don't show it to the world. It is your own domestic problems so keep it that way. At times it can get pissifyingly annoying.

Online social media is just like taking a photograph. When you take a photo obviously you would wanna look good in it. You wouldn't want people to see a photo of you when you just got up of bed right?

Keep your ugly side for your partners to see and still wanna be with you even after they've seen it. Thats the beauty of a relationship. :)

2011-11-08T16:41:00.001+08:00

Suddenly felt like blogging so here I am now. At work. With absolutely nothing to do. I'm amazed that I did not fall asleep today even with only 2 hours of sleep last night. And if you know me well, 2hrs of sleep is equivilant to 10mins in my time.

Well anyway since I'm already here. Lets see what has happened so far since my last entry.

Oh yeah remember I had an accident and XiaoP had to go for surgery. It's been 7 weeks and he's still not back yet. And the excuse the 'hospital' gave was "everyday raining ah". I can choose to be hopping mad and curse and swear but it won't make XiaoP ready any faster so I'll just wait patiently and when the time comes to collect, I'll pay them a lil lesser than what we agreed and if they ask why. Guess what I'll say?

I didn't post any entry for last month at all and if you read my last post I was complaining of how fucked up my October was gonna be because all my plans had been ruined. But on the contrary, it unexpectedly turned out great. Great would be an understatement right now because it was the best month of the year by far!

I didn't get to go for the motogp in sepang or zouk in kl but I did however went for code: colour clash at zouk sg which was rainbowfully awesome! Also got to go to the halloween horror nights event in USS thanks to bff. We had literally a hell of a time. And of cos not forgetting halloween! Got to be a surgeon for the night. And what a better night to be one when hot girls dress up as hot nurses. Dreams do come true. Even if its temporal. :)

More updates soon. Preparing to head home now after a 'long hard day's' work. ;)

2011-09-26T19:52:00.000+08:00

All my plans for October has been ruined! That includes my KL zouk/motogp weekend and my halloween plans! No thanks to that stupid ah beng licenseless moronic assholic cunt of a driver who made me fall and skid cause I had to avoid his mindless abrupt lane change when I was right beside him. Worst part was the bugger ran away scot free and I didn't get a single cent of compensation. And because of that now XiaoP is in the hospital for major reconstructive surgery which is gonna take a month and all of the expenses are coming out of my own pocket. No amount of the word FUCK is sufficient to curse that son of a hairy one eyed dung eating shemale cockroach. Perhaps its just karma getting back at me. If it is then I'm sure it will get back at him and bite his cheekless ass.

2011-09-16T11:07:00.001+08:00

So my baby sister has finally flown off leaving me siblingless for the next 9 months. Gonna be different and definitely alot quieter now. Not the same without her around. Can't believe I cried my eyeballs out when we were sending her off at the airport. Hugs and well wishes were given. But just when she was bout to go in and she came to me and said, "abang i want another hug." that was when the dam, that was already struggling to hold back the tears, literally fell apart.

I may not say it often or i may never even have said it before cos u noe being a guy and all the egoistic genes that we were born with. But you are the best sister any hot brother can ever have. After all the bullshyt we've had to go through together at such a young age only made our bond stronger. We've never been seperated for such a long period before so i definitely will need some time to get used to it.

I know mum nags about this alot and it seems like i dont care but please do take care of urself when u're over there. No matter what you are still my little sister and i will always worry for you.

Always2 keep me n mum updated on everything that is going on there.

I really should stop here now. Im posting this early morning at work cos i alr miss u that much and its gonna be hard to explain to my colleagues if they see me teary eyed.

Lotsoflove,
BBE

2011-09-13T13:17:00.001+08:00

Its like blogger knew I wanted a blogger app and they finally made one. So this will be my first test post. Lets see what it can do since i'm practically doing nothing at work now. Been surfing the net hanging on fb n twitter since e start of e day with a couple of firedrills in between. This is what happens when no work comes in. Slack only.

I hate random emotional flashbacks.

2011-09-11T17:07:00.002+08:00

Finally a nice peaceful sunday all to myself. all work and no play has been taking up all my time. fortunately hari raya was here to give some time off.

raya this year was short-lived cos it was on a tuesday and we only had one day of visiting followed by work early the next day. visited relatives as usual but by midday i was already tired. how was it that we could go visiting for 4 straight days til the wee hours continuously in the past years.

i didnt think it would be that fast before i will be involved in the politics at work. well i have to say it sucks. big time. but nothing i cant handle even tho it gets vexing eventually.

grandpa's birthday 2 days ago. had such a great family gathering. with 2 sets of steamboats and chocolate fondue shared with loved ones. simply blissful.

and of cos the biggest news of the month. i finally got to catch GLEE 3D Concert Movie!!!!!! my life is complete!! santana was super hot and awesome and hot! yes i mentioned hot twice cos once just aint enough.

Exams in less than a month. still not really feeling the stress. but since when have exams stressed me up. so forget that.

cant wait for events coming up the next few months.

MotoGP

Halloween

ZoukOut

(kakis needed. Contact me if interested)

wait for it!

2011-08-24T18:08:00.003+08:00

I speak or type the way I do for one simple reason. Laziness. It is way easier to type without capital letters where it should be or using apostrophes just for the fact that its faster. And adding lahs, lehs, lohs, etc to my sentences can make them dramatically shorter than by saying it in the proper manner. Who cares about grammer or vocabulary when its just casual talk. Its not like I'm having English oral or essay writing. Which I dare you not to challenge me as I will almost undoubtedly kick and own your ass.

So next time if u dunno anything bout me just stfu and stop assumimg shyt bout me cos jus cos i type lydat or talk lyk this doesnt mean thats all i noe. My problem la how i talk. Got disturb u? No ryte? Den make fuss for fuck? See how short and sweet those sentences were. Ppl understand can alr la. Why must so perfect? Got marks is it?

Actually i dun even need to explain myself to anyone but since im 2 hrs early for class with ntg to do so i figured wth.

Well seriously its damn tiring to type properly. So im goin back to my normal ways. Well in this case there'll be capital letters cos im using iphone got auto caps. Haha.

Work aint bad. I got funny and friendly superiors and supervisors. I get to stay in aircon room all day and not break a sweat. No unessasary pressure given altho maybe its cos im new. And office hours doesnt seem that long when you've done 24 hour shifts for 2 years. Going home on the same day u went to work is a gd feeling. Haha. Well not gonna stay here long anw so i might as well get as much exp as i can.

I can't wait.

2011-08-21T17:01:00.002+08:00

Time flies and its the last week of fasting. before you know it, hari raya is here. however the usual feeling of excitement is nonexistent this year. im not even looking forward for the day. to me its just another day. i dont even want to go geylang like i usually do every year. to be honest i'm craving for mooncakes more than the raya kuehs. we'll just see how it goes.

after more than 2 months of ord-ing. i've finally de-kitted, collected my ic n cos and clear my locker. things which people normally do sometimes a week before they even ord. maybe i took my time and drag things cos i didnt want things to really change. but time always catches up and i had to get it done eventually.

in other news, im starting my job tml. not my dream job but well someone has to feed me and xiaop. my days are gonna be from 8am to 10pm on work+school days. hopefully i can cope.

sis is going abroad to study after like the 2nd week of september. will have one less person to talk to then.

i miss.

2011-07-28T20:57:00.005+08:00

Thu, Jul 7th 2011, 03:36 PM
nica: why abandon ur blog idiot

so here's me unabandoning my blog. and you're welcome.

but who reads or writes blogs anymore nowadays? its like so pre facebook/twitter. i don't see why there is a need to blog about stuff anymore when people practically tweet or post status updates about whatever they're doing at any waking moment. they even tell people when they are gonna sleep. you know where exactly they are, who they're with, what they are doing, what they're eating and even what the food they're eating looks like in almost real time.

But since even Barney Stinson has a blog so i figured. who gives a crap right? its my blog and i'll rant if i want to.

so how am i suppose to blog about the things that had passed in the past 1 year 7 months in one post? i'll just have to give it a shot, that's if my memory serves me well.

in my very last post before my blog died, i was still in the early months of working in a station as a fireman. now i am just a normal non-uniformed civilian. honestly it was the best experience of my life. its only when i'm there doing drills or going for calls is when my wild running mind is completely free from my own problems. but that phase is over now and i'm stuck with lame world again. but i'm still glad to always say that it was once a part of me.

i'm also back to school now. SCHOOL! you know? BOOKS! i know right? can't believe i pay people to give me headaches. but its for my own good i guess. my only regret is not going into a course which i like. but that's the problem. til this day i don't know what interests me. so i'll just have to stick to it i guess since i've already done it for 4 years previously. another 4 won't kill, it might get me a bachelor of migraines or even fall into a coma, but it definitely won't kill me. wait 4 more years and if blogs or myself are still alive den i'll come on again and say. but i'm still glad to always say that it was once a part of me.

i should have more to talk about since its like more than 1 and a half year but somethings are better to be engraved deep inside personally than virtually typed out on an online worldwide platform. things which are only best kept as memories because that is what it will only be. let me use something we've all learned in school. a tangent is a straight line that only touches one point of a curve once. now imagine your life as the curve going up and down. and at each point different tangents or people will come into your life and you will become a tangent line in their curves. so as long as both your curves remain in sync, it means that you'll both be in each others lives. but once the curve takes a different form, the tangent will no longer touch it anymore. if you don't get that, go revise on your trigonometry. for those who did. whenever you're feeling down at your lowest point of ur curve because the tangent no longer touches, just keep this in mind. but i'm still glad to always say that it was once a part of me.

2010-01-29T13:46:00.002+08:00

this month is the most struggling first month of the year.
i have to clear my coe and road tax. not to mention unnecessary fines.
but all is not down and dull cos there were also some good happenings.
like winning an ipod nano from streetdirectory.com and also being promoted. :)

i cant wait for the day when im clear of debts and have freedom with my income.

2009-12-31T22:15:00.001+08:00

woo..in an unexpected turn of events. i was told to head home cos i had outstanding leave to clear. so here i am now. not at the station! going to countdown!! wee~

ps. i heard there are no new firefighters coming to alex this batch. omg!! another 3 months of hell for me. ALONE! -.-'

well..i'll worry bout that another time.

HAPPY 2010!!

2009-12-30T23:38:00.002+08:00

3 months at station now..im the only one left from my batch. the other 2 went to banyan already. haiz. lonely sia. and i realise that this rota is like the holiday rota sia. most of the public holidays we working sia. sianness or what. in 3 months i've already worked on deepavali and christmas. and now im gonna spend the new year countdown at work too. bleahs!!

well thats ns life for me. just gotta bear with it for another 1 1/2 year.

cos i wont be able to get online when im at work i might as well post it now.

Happy New Year Everyone! Forget about the shytass 2009. Lets hope 2010 is hell of alot better and LUCKIER than 2009. (=

2009-11-21T21:46:00.006+08:00

forget olympus ep-1

now there's EP-2!

Insurance $$$

COE $$$

Fine $$$

ARGH!!!!!

2009-10-29T11:27:00.003+08:00

its been almost a month that i've been posted to station now. and now i know why all the past people always say they would rather go back to cda than be in station. its totally different. if u think in cda ur treated lyk a dog then in station is worst. maybe its cos im still new there. i dunno. only time will tell. but as for now i got no choice but to just bear with it.

today is my first leave which was given to me randomly as i have to clear my remaining leaves by the end of this year. so im just rotting alone at home. couple more days to halloween but im working the next day so forget bout it..

monica's 21st just went by. we've known each other since those 2 numbers were in reverse order. haha. hope u enjoyed ur birthday girl. was really a great party. too bad i cant join u for the afterparty. btw did u like the present we gave u? hahaha

i got a few items that i wanna add to my wishlist so if anyone is planning to get me something for xmas or just randomly wanna gimme present u can get me these. haha..

Olympus E-P1 White!

LG GW525

2009-09-25T17:35:00.003+08:00

time flies....

just one more week to POP!

FFC was insane and training during the fasting month made it even harder. but its gonna be over soon and im definitely gonna miss the fun times even tho there were lots of shytass moments where i just ask myself what am i doing here. but doing it with those bunch of retards somehow made me pull thru. it is seriously an experience i wont forget and will treasure.

anyway..hari raya is here. even tho i dont have much time to celebrate it. i would lyk to wish everyone a Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir Batin. if ive done any shyts to any of you which i obviously did. pls forgive me until the next time i do it again.

2009-08-22T20:32:00.000+08:00

This post is especially for you and only you!
You are the light that leads my path in my life.
You are the one that pulls me out of the hole even when you're in a deeper hole yourself.
You are the one that takes me higher when I'm already on top of the world.
You are the one that brings out the best in me when I'm at the point of utter failure.
The past 50 months have been the longest winding road for us but it has also been the greatest road I've travelled
And I want to continue riding, driving, bumping, slowing, speeding, stalling and cruising on it with you.
Because without you, the road would just be a dead end.
There are no words in the dictionary that could express what I want you to feel.
So here are the 2 best words that I could find in it.
Thank You.

2009-07-05T14:05:00.002+08:00

one month already sia! seems lyk ytd when i still got long hair. last week became plt ic sia. jialat lah. anyway i din get selected for ERS interview. dunno why. my whole plt only those diploma and above got selected. all those higher nitec never get even tho they said at the beginning that minimum requirement is higher nitec. but other company higher nitec got selected. maybe cos mine is the last company den they got enough already?? but still its unfair lah!! i want ers knn. in the end kena ffc. sian sia. gonna be treated lyk dogs for 3 mths. cant keep hair. cant ride bike. but nvm la. jus endure loh. what to do. if can tahan that 3 mths den the rest of the ns life is relax already.

anyway met up with monica for some major catch up. miss ya so much babe. btw we should do it again next time with all the boys and ur loverboy too. btw u take good care of urself aite.

2009-06-13T13:49:00.004+08:00

i'm officially an NSF which also means that i'm officially botak! -.-'
CD aint that bad well maybe because its jus the first week. next week onwards there's gonna be hell. i can smell it. good thing is that there is no confinement! i dont have to stay in camp for lyk the first 2-3 weeks lyk e army. the ppl im with are not so bad either. only as usual got some morons who can never do anything right den sabo everyone la. zzz. recruit life is a crazy. i cant wait to pumped up my physic and get gold for my ippt and go in ERS and pass out den i'll really love my NS life. hahaha..

LU TANYA WA SIAPA
BO BEH ZAO
CHARLIE!

2009-05-22T01:30:00.002+08:00

STOP TREATING ME LIKE A KID AND I'LL STOP BEHAVING LIKE ONE!

2009-05-12T11:52:00.006+08:00

New Hope Community Service Charity Event

2009-04-28T13:48:00.019+08:00

Late Entry!

Pastamania Dinner & Dance!

Less Words More Pictures!

If some of the pictures look as if the photographer is drunk. She probably is. So yeah. Have fun figuring out what we were doing.

Sentosa with the Mat Reps of 2N!

The buggers who have not and will never come on time!

But the fun has and always makes up for it!

2009-04-09T16:07:00.002+08:00

I'm finally done with school. no more school uniforms for the rest of my life!
results are out. did quite well.
received the letter of doom! 2 more months of freedom before i put on another uniform.
hey guys i lost my hp last month so now my contact list may not have your number so please text me ur number or pm me in msn aite. if not we will uncontactable forever! =x

2009-03-02T23:20:00.006+08:00

To you, maybe me posting here feels like nothing.
But for me its something which I will treasure.
For I may not have been given the chance to post here today.
Thank God for watching over me.
I didn't really cheat death but it was more of like it wasn't my time.
He knows that I haven't really live my life yet.
And for that I pray and thank him once again.

But the same could not be said of Pipi.
My heart is broken looking at what he has become now.
Knowing that he will never be the same again saddens me more.
I feel like I've let him down. I'm sorry Pipi.

Ku telah miliki
Rasa indahnya perihku
Rasa hancurnya harapku
Kau lepas cintaku

Rasakan abadi
Sekalipun kau mengerti
Sekalipun kau pahami
Ku pikir ku salah mengertimu

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu
Besarnya cintaku
Tingginya khayalku bersamamu

Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini
Di setiap hariku
Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku

Walaupun semua
Hanya ada dalam mimpiku
Hanya ada dalam anganku
Melewati hidup

2009-02-27T15:46:00.002+08:00

im lyk uber lazy to update my blog this month. even tho there were quite a few happenings. for example my 21st birthday!!

well lyk i said im lazy so if u wanna view pics of the birthday and XiaoP a.k.a PiPi whom most of who are left wondering who or what is it for quite some time now. u can view them at my facebook.

here are the links to the albums.

21st Birthday

XiaoP a.k.a PiPi

2009-02-01T01:34:00.009+08:00

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَـٰنِ الرَّحِيمِ

اللَّهُ لَا إِلَـٰهَ إِلَّا هُوَ الْحَيُّ الْقَيُّومُ

لَا تَأْخُذُهُ سِنَةٌ وَلَا نَوْمٌ

لَّهُ مَا فِي السَّمَاوَاتِ وَمَا فِي الْأَرْضِ

مَن ذَا الَّذِي يَشْفَعُ عِندَهُ إِلَّا بِإِذْنِهِ

يَعْلَمُ مَا بَيْنَ أَيْدِيهِمْ وَمَا خَلْفَهُمْ

وَلَا يُحِيطُونَ بِشَيْءٍ مِّنْ عِلْمِهِ إِلَّا بِمَا شَاءَ

وَسِعَ كُرْسِيُّهُ السَّمَاوَاتِ وَالْأَرْضَ

وَلَا يَئُودُهُ حِفْظُهُمَا

وَهُوَ الْعَلِيُّ الْعَظِيمُ

2009-01-22T20:28:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas

Happy New Year

Happy Birthday Jiafei

Happy Birthday Liah

Happy Birthday Hemly

Happy Chinese New Year

I'm lazy to blog nowadays. It's not that I don't come online much but I just don't have to mood. Been feeling so stressed ever since XiaoP came into my life. I know I've been cheated and I'm getting numb to people telling me that again and again but I only got my wilfulness to blame. I shouldn't have done things on impulse. But now its already done there's nothing I can do to turn back time. XiaoP is already here and I will try my best to give it the best but honestly I don't have what it takes. Now I know how parents feel when they can't provide medication for their sick children who they love so much because they can't afford it.

Fortunately for me I have my dear bee who is always there for me by my side. She does gets angry sometimes and vent it on me who obviously deserves it but I know she means no harm. Thanks my dear. I love you.

2008-12-20T22:17:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday My Love.

May All Your Wishes And Dreams Come True.

2008-11-30T00:54:00.003+08:00

omg its the last day of november alr and i havent updated the entire month. i always tell myself to update when i get home. but everytime i do i jus knock out on my bed. been really busy lately. work and school occupies all my time that i dont have time for anything else. well there is one great highlight this month. let me give u a hint. vroom vroom. ;)

bleahs month end tml gonna be a late one cos pm is changing to halal and everything nonhalal has to be sent out. so theres lotsa work to be done even after closing. and the worst part is that im working 12 hours. and thats excluding the time for stock count and inventory etc..i alr feel tired now.

today is my only day off and baby's at bintan. zzz

long day tml. dec is coming. the last month of the year and also the month with the most events. the busyness nvr stops. :(

2008-10-22T19:31:00.003+08:00

HARI RAYA PART II

this time its with the kakis! shall not elaborate much on the details. we'll jus savour the memoirs and let the timeless photos speak for themselves.

First up..

M.k.T Raya Outing

First time in 14 years!

the mofo tryna act cute. lyk wtf pls.

his rented gf for a day. =x

crap tryna act pathetic. well dont need to act actually. haha.

purple~

busy lah!!

tired of gettin our photo taken.

the ladies.

blue~

don't look back.

Da M.k.T - Over a decade and counting.

Next up,

EC 2N Raya Outing

The day of scandals!

cramping in the lift.

paki, black n me

Let the scandals begin..

Aida and Me.

Aida and Emo.

Tell me I'm cute!!!

Oshin and Paki.

Our youngest one asking for forgiveness..

From the handsome bro.

From the pouting grandfather.

From the paki bastard.

From the cheeky father

and from the fierce mother.

cant decide? take both.

tryin to beat my cute pic. but obviously cant win me. HAH!

Altogether Now..

Bitter fight.

My girlfriend for a day.

but they're alrite now.

The Most Scandalous Pic Award!

does this count as a scandal? haha.

This is the pic that is so gonna get us killed. esp ME!

at oshin's crib.

Took lyk 5 tries to get a candid pic right.

FIFI!! she said im handsome and cute OKAY!!!

fifi and the gayboys.

Snapshots in the car.

More shooting at Firah's place.

More scandalous photos..

Too tired for scandals already. haha.

the northsiders.

and lastly,

EC 1H Raya Outing

Even the thunderstorm couldn't dampen our spirits!

Fer's Crib.

we switched colours for the day.

Dir, Zif, Fer, Ziq.

Playing with shades and lights.

Pendekar Bujang Lapok! Ish Ish Ish Ish~

Suppose to be able to see the flyer and cbd buildings behind us.

Syahid's crib. couldnt join us cos of accident.

Me and my favourite pink boy.

The smart ppl.

The musicians.

The halloween face.

The crashed boy.

seperated but together.

aiyoyo~

p.s.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMSIS!
Sorry I can't get you any presents babe but I can send you all my well and best wishes. You've joined the twenty club. no more teen. have fun on this great day girl. (:

2008-10-06T17:20:00.016+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya!

after a year of waiting and a month of fasting its finally here. most people said that hari raya this year is not as looked-forward to compared to other years cause of many reasons. family feuds, financial difficulties, work stress and even exams for the kids are some of the few reasons as to why many say hari raya this year is not that exciting and enjoyable. but still when the day comes, everyone will still put their troubles aside and have a great day visiting relatives and loved ones while seeking forgiveness.

it may be jus a day or two of celebrations for a few or a couple of weeks before the feeling has died for many but for me hari raya last for an entire month! due to the fact that it gives me more time to collect greenpackets! hahaha~

so fast and already 6 days of hari raya have passed, today is the first time im resting at home after 5 days of chionging out visiting relatives non stop. the days has felt lyk it has been colour coordinated cos whenever my family wear a particular colour on that day, we see lots of other families wearing that colour too. well maybe its jus coincidence but we all look good so thats all that matters. ;)

here are the pictures below, to see what day its from jus look at the colour im wearing. blue, white, green, red, black respectively. but i dont think theres any pic for the 3rd day as we forgot e cam. :( and theres no pic for the 5th day too, we brought the cam but forgot to take any pics. lol.

getting ready!!

super rushed family pic, i had only 1 contact on -.-'

The Blue Family! This pic is still short of one uncle's family.

Getting ready to set out on our journey!

Random candid shot.

The latest member of our family, my youngest new cousin Eva Angelina. Cool ryte her name? named after Eva Longoria and Angelina Jolie. power sia!

my 2nd youngest cousin, Lina Ayuni, another superstar name. But zoe dont lyk her haha =X

My youngest yet biggest uncle and his family.

This pic was my idea and would be helluva lot better if i took it! but they forced me to stand at the last spot! hmmp!!

Bluey Eyes and Balding Sis! HAHAHA! xD

This was the best day as everyone was wearing my fav colour. (:

The sis & mom.

The aunt & her daughter.

another family shot at my granduncle's house.

and another one at another of my granduncle's house.

camwhoring in the car while im not driving.

my sis has the same face in every shot!

see what i mean!! :P

continued camwhoring even outside the car.

with my beloved aunt! <3

forgot whose house this was. oops.

His Mom & Her Son.

Im the only one who looks different in every shot.

Theres lyk 5 more same pics and they have the same expression in all of them. bleahs~

Aqil Surfiyan. Future World's Best Shuffler! haha.

Me and Lina! cute ryte? i mean me leh. haha! bee is so gonna kill me for this pic. *runs*

and yet another granduncle's house.

at first she was shy

But after awhile its all good.

watch out Jackie Chan! Theres a new tuxedo in town!

I think its my grandma's niece's house. Lol its complicated even I dont know how we're related. But her daughter is cute. Oops I didnt jus say that. haha =X

Mirrors jus make you look better when you're already so good. wahahaha.

the 2 inseperatable bimbos!

mom in tudung sey!!

red hot siblings.

Green vs Red, this is supposed to be a "i can feel the wind in my hair" shot but who cares. lol.

the little princess with the 'wtffaceisthat' me.

This boy is gonna be jus as hot as me when he grows up. Hahaha.

To all the muslims who know me out there,
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri and Maaf Zahir Batin. <3

2008-09-29T00:35:00.003+08:00

OMG Hari raya in 2 days and i got the worst haircut in my entire life! WTFWTFWTF!!!

randomness: I Hate Traffic Lights!!!!!!

Well crap aside. theres some great happenings too. Nav's wife gave birth on the 21st. hes finally a father. god bless him with lots of unstoppable crying sleepless nights. wahahaha!~

well its a baby girl and shes so cute la. now zoe is rushing me to have a baby of our own too. -.-'

2008-09-12T02:26:00.004+08:00

Had dinner with the boys last tuesday before Wes and Will start their journey into manhood! (Ok fine, I'm still a boyboy can?)

But I rather be a boy and not be botak. Wahaha!

Thats right. Dalton was there!!!

Last feel of the hair! Haha!

They were enduring the pain. We were really enjoying pulling hard. Haha.

Exams are over! Holidays are here! Can't wait for Hari Raya!

Credits to Aida for snapping this pic randomly.

2008-09-08T16:42:00.003+08:00

I am lyk studying right now but im taking a break jus so that i can come online and change my new blog song! it jus had to be done.

cos i found out that my all time favourite chinese song has jus turned hardstyle!!

hei se mao yi played electronically with bass is IMBA!!

k back to studying now.

2008-08-29T13:40:00.003+08:00

I HATE FIREWORKS!

I used to enjoy watching it but now I fucking hate it and I don't want to see any fireworks in my life ever again!

2008-08-27T04:34:00.004+08:00

jus got back.

was suppose to go to nic's grandma's wake but i came late as i was working so i jus met up wif the gang elsewhere. nic kena one sad shyt in bmt which may destroy his life. something which i wont say here. jus call it pure suayness. well it was good to finally see everyone again. even tho it was for awhile. cant seem to be down when they're ard.

been nonchalent recently. learning from example to put up a happy front at work. its kinda easy cos of the crazy bebs there. but school is a total goner. i cant find my smile anywhere. everyone ask me why and i jus tell them that im tired. tho i dunno how many of them believe its true.

dont waste ur time pls. jus let it be. if its meant to be than none of us can help it. dont force it or it will jus break. jus lyk the tabasco bottle i broke at work today after u came. cant u see that im jus an asshole. so dont clean up the mess for me.

the only thing that can calm me down now is burning rubber with hard pumping bass.

Dear God,
The only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away.
We all need the person who can be true to you.
But I left her when I found her.
And now I wish I'd stayed.
'cause I'm lonely and I'm tired,
I'm missing you again.
Oh no. Once again.

But you don't love me the way that, I love you.
'cause if you did girl you would not, do those things you do.
You killed my heart just to see if, I will rise,
Above your anger and, above your lies.

2008-08-22T17:14:00.002+08:00

The Terrenganu Trip!

Finally i managed to received all the pics from everyone. This is gonna be a photoheavy entry. So be I shall try my best to cut short the typing. The pictures are all from varied sources and cameras therefore you may notice differences in quality.

7pm on National Day eve. Set off.

I got a habit of always taking the bus's plate number on every trip I go.

On National Day morning 8am, we finally arrived at our first destination. dunno what name waterfall.

It was abit smaller than what I expected but still it was beautiful.

We were the only group there since we came lyk so early.

At the top of the fall.

We were having too much fun playin in the water that we did not take any pics but we did not forget to snap shots on the way back

The cousins

This pic is the LOL!

The sista.

The King.

Freaking huge leaf.

The is another LOL.

Our 2nd stop. Crystal Mosque.

2 old man extra sia. -.-'

A distant shot.

Close up shot. Its beautiful ain't it?

There's even a huge chandelier inside.

Next to the Edutheme Park

The stupid drivers were having lunch break and they don't let us drive on our own.

Land Ahoy!

Tram ride~

Got to see some the most beautiful and unique mosques in the world.

Obviously the Taj Mahal is one of them

One looks lyk a castle, the other looks lyk some red indian hut.

That chinese building is actually a mosque and so is that wedding cake made of mud and clay.

Off to the hotel we go for some rest and went out again for dinner!

Mirror ceilings is love!

The 4 of us camwhoring individually but in one pic. Get it?

and here we go again.

If you still don't get it, this is what we were doing.

While waiting for food, decided to practice my photograhy.

Check out the length of the table yo!

The Final day. Heading back to SG but not before a few more stops.

He paid the rider so that he could ride the trishaw himself haha.

Yet another mosque. Didn't catch its name cos I was busy shopping.

Group Pic!

To the Batik Factory!

First they weave. Reminds me of 'Wanted', if you have watched the movie you will know what I mean.

Perfectly hand drawn.

And lastly painted.

Shots outside the factory.

Playing games in the bus.

We gotta tie a tie for our aunties.

The men had to wear makeup and tudung. haha.

Our Dinner!

Before heading back, last minute camwhoring on the bus!

P.S. You Don't Love Me The Way That I Love You!

2008-08-18T19:39:00.007+08:00

HOLY SHYT!

Guess what?

I still can find a damn c-watch. thats it lah. I give up. I officially declare it as extinct as the cocojumbobird.

Olympics has started.

micheal phelps from USA (thanks ah wen for pointing it out to me, i think i mixed him up with ian thorpe.) winning lyk all the golds in the water. i think he was an ikan bilis in his last life.

roger federer never even made it to the finals of the tennis. but who cares nadal won anyway. wee~

liu xiang the 110m hurdles champ last olympic never even ran the heats cos of some injury even before he started running.

tao li became the first singaporean who ever made it to the finals in swimming. thats cool shyt.

but the bestestest news of all is of cos winning a silver medal in table tennis. its sg's 2nd medal in the history of the olympics. thats uber cool shyt yo.

but i read today's newpaper and what i saw was fucking pissifiying sia. sg won a medal lyk yesterday. and not even 1 day after it. some selfcentered egosluts singaporeans are lyk saying "sg may haf won a medal but its by foreign talent so lyk wtf..bla bla bla etc" i mean its lyk come on lah. fuckin hell they come to our country and help us win medals and u still can say unappreciative shyts lyk "but they are not even born here". screw ur asses pls.

on a brighter note i went to terengganu during the national day long weekend. was unexpectedly quite fun. updates on it when i get the pictures from everyone. fell sick right after i came back. prolly the merlion punishing me for running out of the country during its birthday.

my hair is lyk crap now. not long not short. dunno wanna cut or wait for it to get longer. damn irritating. i cant even do anything with it. lucky my job gotta wear cap if not i die. i hate my hair sia. so wavy so stubborn so unmanageable. maybe i should just rebond it?! but i dont dare cos im afraid of its outcome. or i should jus save money and get more caps. haha. botak is not an option cos i will have plenty of botak time when im in ns.

anyway. gotta run. fetching bee from school later. haven seen her in almost 2 weeks. argh~ ciaus.

2008-08-05T04:11:00.009+08:00

Even with the advanced technology and wide web of today, I cant find a damn c-watch. Its only lyk 10 years ago! Its easier to find a rooster laying egg sia. kns~ in case some of you OTHER generations dont know what im talking about or might have forgotten bout these cool device. Its a digital watch with a face on it which will tell you the time instead of showing u numbers. It will randomly say something depending on what character it is. It will also remind you to eat your meals! Thats why there were so little anorexia cases back then.

This is what they look like.

And what it sounds like. The one and only video among the billions of videos in youtube.

If anyone out there have or know anyone who does pls pls pls let me noe! But if you're planning on keeping it den dont tell me cos i'll kill u.

Anyway while searching all over the internet for a c-watch, i found out that there is only one white zippo in the entire history of original zippo lighters! they got lyk thousand of different designs and theres only 1 damn white one. WTF RYTE?!

2008-08-03T13:16:00.004+08:00

It was our anniversary last friday. rushed home after school and went to fetch bee from work. after surviving the peak hour jams i decided to go to sakura for our dinner. was certainly worth the money if u could see the amount of food she ate. haha.

she made for me this. took a picture of it and secretly sent it to my hp and made it as wallpaper.

thanks love and happy anniversary fatty bee. <3

2008-07-24T14:39:00.010+08:00

Finally its here. The super delayed photo entry.

Bebs Nite Out @ MOS

wee wee time..

the zengster!

power rangers

the zeng & the lim

the 3 bebs.

they should rename it to phototaking room.

Night Picnic w Bee @ Botanic Garden

Getting our food..

errr..waitin for money..haha.

And the camwhoring session begins...

she thinks this pic is seductive -.-'

baby made these. haha.

no time to type so much. gotta get ready for work now.

oh ya. fizah said i got banks! OMGWTF!!!

ciaus~

2008-07-21T01:00:00.006+08:00

The garlic bread machine is fixed! woohoo!

one more hypocritical ass added to my list of hypocrites. screw you hard. ;D

last fri nite met up with the 2nboys after their jamming session.
-dinner
-pool
-shisha
-jam
was quite a fun nite.

2008-07-18T00:21:00.003+08:00

i dunno whether the time is flying by fast or slow. but either way it still sucks. this week is another bad week. late for school everyday AGAIN. work suckED as well. i broke the garlic bread machine while cleaning it on tuesday. and to make it worse, the "new" machine that they gave is lyk 500yrs old and its so damn annoying to use. so its lyk everyone hates it and is complaining bout it. and i cant say anything cos its my fault. sorry.

i envy ppl who can smile all the time be it in rain or shine.

i need to
download selfdiscipline
copy responsibility
install perserverance
and paste optimism
in myself.

2008-07-15T01:01:00.005+08:00

Some random blogging. I don't know why am I doing up at this time.

Just came back from Nav's housewarming. Damn I feel so old now. One of my closest bro is lyk married, has his own house and gonna be a father in 2 months. And to think he is the youngest amongst all my bros. Next thing you know, its gonna be my turn. Man.

Been going to school late lyk EVERYDAY since the school reopened. Dunno whats up with that. Maybe Im working too much? But damn it, Im still always broke. I really really really want to get a new job with a MUCH better pay but I cant. Something is not allowing me to.

MOS updates will be delayed. So is my outing with bee. Waiting for pictures from them.

I wanna go the beaches of Sentosa.
I wanna have a picnic at Botanic Gardens.
I wanna sing heisemaoyi at Kbox.
I wanna dance the night away at Zouk.
I wanna play hours of Pool.
I wanna get lots of strikes while Bowling.

But I dont wanna do them alone. Anyone? (:

I hate staying up at night alone. There goes my mind wandering off again. There are alot of people around me whom I know are going through bad times right now. I wanna help all of them if I could but......

I still wanna enjoy life. I still wanna be free from all boundaries. I still wanna do whatever I want. I dont want any restrictions. I dont want anything holding me back.

But thats all wishful thinking on my part.

I've have chained myself up so tightly and threw the key away.

I don't belong.

Just another day.

2008-07-04T00:22:00.008+08:00

finally in e mood to update my blog!

sorry for the major rewind bebs.

so here we go.

3rd YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

Sinfully delicious chocolate deserts at Max Branner.

Scrumptous meatatarian dinner at Carnivore.

Random bits of love sprinkled here and there. <3

May Month End.

Mathematical Summarization.

Staff meeting + sabo session + supper + cleaning up = 3am.

travel to selegie = 3.30am.

pubs and bars close = 4am

time to chill = 4am - 3.30am = half an hour = wtf

hotel 81 = 24 hours = around the corner = good idea

drinks + chips + cards + winking/blinking + meh mehs + guess the face + 5 cent coin = fun fun fun!

zeng = ROFFLMFAOFL!!!

Limsis

Farewell Dinner

Secret Recipe

Rochor Beancurd

Car Camwhoring Session

Miss ya beb. Webcam soon!

2008-06-26T03:01:00.006+08:00

These are the people that make my job in bj8pm worth staying for. (=

And the one that makes my life worth waking up to every single day. <3

2008-06-25T15:38:00.002+08:00

Its times like these that the only thing that can invert my frown is watching zengster doing her infamous coin trick. This post is for anyone and everyone out there who are down on their luck and are going through a bad patch. Watch this video and I will guarantee you will get at least a glimmer of smile for even a second.

*Warning*
Turn Down Your Volume If You're In A Public Place!

Points to take note of:
She counted to 30 TWICE!. "28, 29, 30, 21, 22" (1:07)
She made fun of Pavani! "Hey Pavani" (1:49)
She laid down the bed and still continued counting! (2:25)
She rolled all around the bed and still thinks the coin is on her forehead! "Got Glue! Double Side Tape!" (3:22)
At the end of it all she still doesn't know that there was no coin all along.
"Drop Already Haha!" (3:43)

All of you who watched this video and laughed please do tag and thank the zengster and let her know we still love her. =)

2008-06-25T00:16:00.002+08:00

i wanna update my blog but why should i when all the things that i've been doing are meaningless. do i look lyk im enjoying myself? maybe i am. but when im back alone again, its back to nothingness. complete nothingness compiled with utter confusion.

its not fun being me right now. period.

2008-06-21T23:38:00.003+08:00

Best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

2008-06-20T00:50:00.003+08:00

I swear to whoever people swear to that I seriously and honestly do NOT know what in the bloody FUCK am I doing to my life right now.

i dont know what or why im doing whatever that i think im doing.

sometimes i do stuff and i dont even believe that its me who did it.

or other times it maybe im so sure im the one who did it but yet it has not been done at all.

if u cant understand what the hell i jus wrote. ur not alone. i dun understand too.

who i display myself to be is the direct opposite of what im really inside.

this is the only place where i can just type crap and dont care bout anything or anyone cos its my place.

i got hell of alot of shyt to update my blog about but if you're from mars and you dont already notice. let me tell u again. im in no fucking mood to give a shit about updating my blog on all the unimportant stuffs that ive been doing.

im tryin to keep myself busy so that my mind dont wander off but it seems to be impossible. cos even when im sweating and my heart pounding at maximum rate with my body drying up cos of all the water being used up. i still cant stop thinking.

thinking of what?

thats 1 question i still cant find the answer to.

i did a horrible mistake at work last night. i dont know how the hell it happened. its lyk..nvm. but i still feel guilty about it even tho beb was kinda cool when talkin to me bout it. haiz. dunno what is going on anymore.

is it too late for me? why am i doing this to myself. im wasting my life.

is it worth it? even tho its just for awhile? i dont know.

i officially declare that this is the most random and UNunderstandable post ive ever made.

2008-06-15T19:45:00.003+08:00

I got nobody
to blame
to fault
to reproach
to reprimand
but myself

Everything turned out to be like this not because we made it this way but because we did not do anything from preventing it to be this way.

I'm fed up of feeling fed up.

I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.

I don't think I've change.

I just can't take it anymore.

We are not solving the problem.

We are just avoiding it.

But for how long?

Look what has become of it now.

The Pretence, The Compromises, The Sacrifices, The Ignorance
can only bring us so far.

Even a strong bridge, when overloaded, will collapse.

There's a limit to tolerance and for mine, it has long been used up.

You can say that I'm
selfish
heartless
cold blooded
relentless
But all I know is that I've reached the point where enough is enough.

But let the fact be known that even though my attitude towards you have changed.

The same cannot be said about my feelings.

2008-05-22T12:40:00.018+08:00

today i encounted one of my biggest hatreds. and it starts with a fucking big letter

2008-05-20T00:49:00.001+08:00

2008-05-06T16:29:00.005+08:00

It was my mum's birthday ytd. celebrated the day before at el-shiek restaurant. had a feast, relax with shisha and made new frens. deserts at bugis. yumyum.

last night on the actual day had a family gathering to celebrate 3 birthdays together at bishan. was fun. meet up soon enough for more fun. pics pics. its my mum's bdae but theres no pics of her wahahaha. oops. ;P

2008-05-05T03:30:00.003+08:00

For everyone who may not have heard. my bro faiz had a terrible nightmare which was horrendously hilarious. many people have been asking me about it. and im tired of having to repeat myself again and again. so ive posted it here so that you can jus read it for urself. whats more..you can see it! enjoy~

2008-05-04T00:38:00.002+08:00

its may now. the fifth month of the year. thats almost half a year has passed but yet it doesnt feel like it. time is passing by so fast. things are coming and going just as quickly. frankly the pass year has sucked so far and may doesnt look any better judging from the sucky start of the month. shall not elaborate too much on the sucky details. well at least there are still some good things in life which money cant buy such as frenship. something happened last night which made me treasure it even more. thank you joan n jf for being there and putting me back on path after i was so lost. means alot to me. :)

2008-04-30T16:50:00.004+08:00

1st April - April Fool Anniversary

34th month anni. we won a sony ericsson hp from 987fm. woohoo.

5th April - New HP

upgraded my line and got a new samsung i450 live loud music edition phone. guess what? its white! with red borders and keypads. not all white but white nonetheless. ;P

9th April - Paintball

pastamania's paintball outing. more than half came lyk 1 hour late. after we almost died at the busstop, they finally came. went there and did our thang. pictures will talk. had lunch at chong pang with overflow of food cos of joan. too tired to eat. almost dieded again cos of heatstroke. went ps arcade played bball lyk gila den left for thy glorious bed. followed by days of unbendable knees. i could only squat down after lyk 3 days. jf and wh had bruises on their arms lyk they kena abuse sia. diao.

The winning formula

Experts in action

Hiding in fear

Aimmed with perfection

Ah pek gun spoil ah. LOL

PIC OF THE DAY! Joan using her wushu skills to float across to the home base. WAHAHAHAHA! LOLTOTHEMAX!!!

No PainT No Gain

No Gain All Pain

BJ8PM Stars!

Planning the ultimate stradegy

Born to ACTion only.

Still ACTion-ing

I wonder how come me and JF suddenly switched places? -.-'

dunno he playing paintball or taking a dump. LOL. best team backup ever. only enough time to take one pic during this game because it ended in lyk errr 10 seconds! no prize for guessing who won. lalala~

checking remaining balls. wow still so many!? oh yea. you guys didnt even made a single shot during the last game cause it ended in only lyk err..how long was it again?..oh ya..10 seconds! wahaha~

shadowing their faces in shame. haiz.

the "OTHER" team.

the "OTHER" team + Kiko who is one of the instructors.

Kiko tryin to give them encouragement cos they were so depressed and shocked by how they lost in err...refresh my memory...ya thats it...10 seconds!!!

They needed ALOT of encouragement and morale boosting cos it was so low. if only u could see their dissappointed faces behind those masks. imagine how much it was terribly affecting them after the humilating defeat which only took the opposition lyk..come on people you should know it by now...thats right...TEN FREAKING SECONDS!!!

Sherlynn:"die die must win. but i know sure cant lah. the other team so power. got Haziq sia kana!"
Sermin(one foot forward):"one small step for me, one huge step towards another defeat"
Joan(looking at Sermin):"siao eh, what doing you sia? eh later want go play arcade bball anot?"
Ah Wah:"aiya jus chiong la tiu. also cfm die one knn."
Faiz:"Chion..."(trips and falls all over himself and rolled all the way to the next pic)

Faiz:"wah knn pain sia. eh nb cameraman kua simi lj. nvr see ppl fall lyk a rotten pineapple before is it?"

i dunno when this pic was taken. i think it was from a different day which they played by themselves. i think they sent me wrongly. lalala~

Hunks

Babes

This is what he DOESN'T usually look lyk.

this is so random. joan suddenly shouted from behind and everyone turned and posed instantly. haha.

we played at the green netted area at the back.

This is what he usually looks lyk.

what else is there to say...

hmmm...are you thinking what im thinking B1? I think I am B2.

im bringing sexyback. yeah.

14th April - School Reopens

Most dreaded day in april. got into multimedia. i like the subject. i can think creatively. i jus dun have the artistic skills to make it. lets see if this specialization can change that.

16th April - New Notebook

my laptop arrived today!! got an black acer aspire 4920 from my sis sch's roadshow. wasnt the pure white sony vaio cr that i was dreaming of but it still rocks. finally no more pc full of corrupted junk. woohoo~

20th April - Tailless

You will be terribly and utterly missed.
You have brought smiles and joy to many people's lives.
You had your fair share of bad hair days.
But the times you were tied up, spiked up and let loose will never be forgotten.
May you have a better afterlife at whichever wig shop you end up at.
The Tail of wonders.
15 July 2007 - 20 April 2008
Shortlived but Always Remembered
R.I.P

21st April - Jizette & Joyce Farewell BBQ

another pastamania event this month. had a farewell bbq for jizette who is leaving for downtown east and joyce who is leaving for united square(only 2 mrt stops away)-.-' anyway by e time i went there mostly everyone was there. ate abit. had fun and took lotsa pics. took one with jizette after most of them left. noone will see that pic. its our dirty little secret. heh heh~ shhh.

I HAVE NOT RECEIVED THE PICS YET! WILL UPDATE AGAIN WHEN I GET IT! BLEAHS~

22nd April - Luke & Mingsheng Birthday

celebrated luke and mingsheng bdae together. luke's was a day before. was suppose to makan at pastamania at 7pm but they called me at 9pm. -.-' by the time all got there was already lyk 930. everyone there was lyk diao-ing me sia kana. paiseh ah.

everyone is having icecream cake for their bdae this year. i didnt get any cake this year. argh!!

birthday boys blowing out the candles.

Blowing out the candle on their birthday brownie.

gay face LOL.

birthday boys kena sabo

me with cream everywhere. diao -.-'

27th April - Formula Drift(supposedly)

the day of the formula drift. the one event that i would die to watch but it was not fated. anyway the day still went great. went on a 2 and a half double dates. played at mind cafe. roxor time there even tho the games we played were kinda similar. had the best laughs during the dinosaur bone game thingy. faiz is the target of the day. even by his own girl. haha. dinnered and homed. no pics cos we tot no1 had a cam. bleahs~ we were having too much fun to snap shots anyway.

2008-04-25T00:18:00.007+08:00

lol i know you all waiting for me to update my blog. but im planning to put all the pics into one post for this month. so just hang on for a few more days aite. anyway i still havent received the bbq pics yet. i jus realise from looking back at my past entries that i seldom blog unless i got pics. so its lyk my blog is more lyk a plog. well anyways sorry to keep u all waitin. and stop scolding me leh. haiz sad sia. nvr update blog also kena scold sia kana. bleahs now i update liao lo. but it has nothing to do with what happened this month ah. haha. but still got update right. u cant say anything leh. lalala~

i was gonna make a new skin but i so long nvr use photoshop liao den now come out the new version i totally blurrified already. wait til i figure it out den i'll get it done.

hmm..since i got nothing to put up. heres a cwalk vid. got shuffle, cwalk and glide combined. this guy rocks man. almost as good as me sia kana. haha. check it out.
p.s. his gliding is wicked!!

2008-03-24T18:18:00.002+08:00

omg i dun have a single update this month. errrrrrr...march eh..had my exams. holidays now. pastamania's dnd. bla bla bla..broke as usual. computer's in deep shyt. getting more interested and better at photography altho no new cam yet. n i dun think i will be gettin one soon. nor a new laptop. but i still got temporary standbys which are fair enough now. next 2 months gonna be a big turning point. lets hope its a good one. dun worry this blog is gonna be the first to be updated if it is. ;)

2008-02-28T16:52:00.015+08:00

20th Birthday!!

Valentines Day!!

Teambuilding Bowling!!

2008-01-10T15:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2008

i know its lyk over a week now but ive been busy recently with work and the start of school this week plus my blog had a little problem so had to have it fixed first.

anw went to cityhall wif faiz, lijun n jiafei on newyearseve for the countdown. had chocolate fondue at max brenner in esplanade first. heavenly chocolate served there. yummy~ after that went to have dinner at carl's jr where none of us finished our burgers due to the huge amount of fries. went shopping later in marina sq cos there were major sales everywhere and we got news that our pay was in already! haha.. ironically ended up at the 4chopsticks again somehow and waited for the countdown. after the fireworks we headed down to the outlet where everyone cept the 3 Js had gone back.

on newyearsday went pool wif nav n wes at amk den went down bugis to have sheesha wif luke and lipas. dont go to the cafe beside elsheik cos it sucks! service was lyk shyt. s11 service is better. and they still charge us 10% service charge. fuck them. den went off to pool again!! hadta go home right after cos of an annoyin flu that i was havin all day.

2007-12-10T21:46:00.002+08:00

Major Overdued Update!!!

25th Nov - Mum's Wedding

30th Nov - Jizzette & Joan Birthday cum Sandy Farewell Party

3rd Dec - Sis's Birthday

10th Dec - Baby Birthday

we may not be able to be together to celebrate and take pics but my wish for you is not forgotten. hope you like the gift i got for you. thanks to xy for helping me pass it to her.(: love you bee. happy birthday. come back soon o. muacks.

2007-11-07T23:20:00.000+08:00

long time never update. so many things have been going on lately. too busy to even turn on my pc. today finally have the time cos not working and theres no class tml so can sleep a lil late. anyway heres just some of the things that have been going on recently.

28 OCT - G.O-Blok Hari Raya Outing

1 NOV - Team Building & Amazing Race @ Sentosa / 29th Month Anniversary

2 NOV - BJ8 PM Jenny's Farewell BBQ

no pics were taken cos everyone were too busy running around ecp sabo-ing each other. met her on her last night in sg to take some pics tho.

2007-10-21T02:23:00.000+08:00

Hari Raya is here once again. but the mood and joy of it which were enjoyed in previous years were definitely not. somehow this year it just wasnt there. the feeling is so quiet and lonesome. couldnt find the celebrative mood anywhere or in anyone. guess things have changed. ALOT.

anyway schools here again. new timetable stinks lyk a mummy. everyday 8am. fuck the shyt. only good thing is that theres no class every thurs. well if i was exempted in 1 more module i would only need to come to sch 2days a week. but too bad i wasnt. boo.

photography mood back in me. got me the urge to buy a digicam. cos 2mpix cams jus dont cut it. well maybe if i found a suitcase full of money i might consider buying one. now i shall jus remain the brokeblock that i am.

went out wif azlan n khidir last thurs cos lyk i said there was no class. went to paradiz for pool. den lunner(lunch+dinner) near bugis. after that explored the streets for places to practice photography. ended up at the art museum. camwhored instead of taking great shots. but who cares. we had fun. can always practice another day. haha.

another proof of my photography skills

green or red?

caught offguard. booyah.

needless to comment.

some cocked up brilliant idea.

would u dare to take a dump in a translucent door toilet?

hey there hottie.

sorry not available.

fulgy.

2007-10-12T05:07:00.000+08:00

Just felt lyk blogging.
bee i noe ur gonna read this tml so before i forget i wanna list down all the things i miss about you.

i miss you falling alseep on my shoulders.
i miss you grabbing my hand tight when i purposely dowanna hold yours.
i miss all your kuku facial expressions.
i miss pulling your hair back behind your ears.
i miss you stuffing food into my mouth.
i miss you scolding me when i hunch my back.
i miss you scolding me when i look at other girls.
i miss your smile which brightens up my darkest days.
i miss making ur heart beat faster when i gaze into ur eyes.
i miss playing qi ko pa with u.
i miss you saying 'hey you', 'over over' and 'piggy boo'
i miss watching the sunrises and sets with you.
i miss you trying to surprise me but i already know what it is.
i miss you doing kuku stuff just for me.
i miss you in my arms.
i miss when we look at our reflections you will always say 'eh y i so short?'
i miss you complaining when u walk too long wearing heels.
i miss you singing all your kuku songs.
i miss you when u get angry.
i miss you when u do the oinky face instead of waving goodbye when i go home.
i miss you always remembering things that ive already forgotten.
i miss waiting hours for you when you're so late.
i miss you dressing and dolling urself up for special occasions.
i miss eating good food with you.
i miss going out on dreadful shopping trips with you.
i miss you saying 'eh got discount leh' and i'll say 'got discount den must buy meh?'
i miss playing kuku pool with you.
i miss the days when we were broke.
i miss your kiss.
i miss planning anniversaries.
i miss my baby dale.
i miss my fatty bee.
i miss my girl my partner my better half.
i miss you.

muacks. i love u baby.

2007-10-08T00:47:00.000+08:00

saturday was a fun day. went out wif g.o-blok members even tho half of them didnt make it but it still rocks cos i was there. haha. battle of the white chicks and black chicks. lol.

went to sakura international buffet at orchard shopping centre. lol smart lipas went to book places for 7 ppl but in the end only 4 turned up. the person was lyk 'so later 3 more are coming?' and we were lyk 'no -.-' haha. her face changed to the 'den wtf u book 7 places for' face sia. dumbitch.

finally went up and filled up the table wif food asap. i was lyk gobbling everything i see on the table while ben was eating slowly. tt was when ben started the white chicks n black chicks thingy. coincidentally me and him were wearing white while abg n luke were wearin black. den ben was lyk anti black haha. everything also criticise abg. lol. after 2 hours of gorging ourselves. we had 3 full plates of food left on our table and we left. haha.

walked over to lucky plaza for pool AGAIN(jus went there the day before) -.-'. there was the 'one person can only play 2 games' curse on the table. cos everyone can only win 2 games at most before losing stupidly. cool thing was that about 70% of the ppl in the poolhall were wearing white. haha. ownage man. saw nurul there. who was also wearing white. lol. white rocks. played til our last game decided to play tag. white vs black obviously. and naturally white won thanks to ziq almighty. stupid nick given by ben. haha.

lepak and played with cameras and poses. we are so rocks. we are the best photographers and supermodels. haha. after camwhoring it was time to nightride home.

BlackorWhite

waiting for your phonecall babe.

argh. stop pressuring me!

Get out of my life!

Life is filled with ups and downs but they all suck.

Sexay Babey!

Emo...

omg this is so hawt!

walaoeh so damn hawt lor.

2007-10-06T04:58:00.000+08:00

weehoo. finally got my internet connection after a week of moving here. was bored to death. living here is not that bad la. mrt station is lyk so fuckin near. view is roxor. living on high level for a change. 9yrs of 2nd floor life gets annoying. hmm been wasting my nights watching cliche movies in my com before the net came. u dont need the net when u can watch 'dude, where's my car?'.

been working quite alot recently. but next week only 2 days. -.-' after that its hari raya and then comes school again. bleahs. less work = less money. boo.

hmm tml goin out wif g.o-blok for buke at sakura buffet. my pay is so gonna be used up. went out wif faiz and zoe cos both of them wanna go town shopping for dunno what. i didnt buy anything but i used $40. break fast at village(formerly known as marche) at heeren. we bought food w/o thinkin twice. lol cos actually i already planned what to eat even before goin there. haha. after the filling more than an hour meal we continued shoppin at heeren. and then how can we forget POOL! the cue ball had a life of its own i think. kept jumpin out of the table. den after lyk when both their parents started to call them. we headed back home. reason #1 why not to go out with kids. THEY GOT CURFEWS. oops. LOL.

the yummies!
clockwise from left:
bbq chicken mushroom cheese crepes,
calamari rings,
rosti with chicken sausage and egg &
mashed potato!!!

our snapple bottle cap. LOLoftheday.

our dessert.
caramel banana and ice cream waffle plus extra maple syrup.
number one source of diabetes.

emo pic 1
i took this pic! omg only professional photographer can do this.
anyone wanna hire me? i give discount. haha.

emo pic 2

emo pic 3

deprivED.

2 mixblooded hotties and a kuku.

2007-09-28T02:29:00.000+08:00

Tonight is the last night in this santuary. Tml i'll be moving out. and my story here will officially end. therefore im dedicating this post to my home. putting up pics of my house here so when im feeling nostalgic i can jus look back here and see how my home used to look lyk.

This shall never be used again.

The entrance of my life for 9 years.

The first thing I see when I get home.

My 17th Birthday. Looks familiar? Previous pic.

The storeroom cum bomb shelter. I feel safe with this in my house.

The doorway to the tummy.

The place where delicacies are created.

The study room where nobody have ever studied in.

Which is also the place I had my 12th birthday. OMG thats lyk so way back.

The best room in the house.

Enter the boy's room.

With his name all over it.

Like I said.

I wasn't kidding.

The only exit to the outside world.

Nights of Prison Break and CSI.

The bed of dreams and a few nightmares.

Not forgetting the places around my house which I'm gonna miss.

the place i go to when im down or just to relax.

Playground of emotions.

I couldn't find my lepak kaki MooMoo aka Lembu. Probably because the night was cold or she just couldn't bear to say goodbye to me. ):

2007-09-22T04:56:00.000+08:00

its times in the late hours of the night and early hours of the morning like this is when my mind will remain stagnant yet lingering around thoughts that would never have cross my mind in the middle of the day.

only now can the hard fact of reality can truely be felt. because only now i take my time to think about it and how is it going to affect me and my way of life. only now i begin to care. even tho i know that amount of care will go away once i wake up in the afternoon later and my life goes back to normal and my mind doesnt want to think about anything else.

my mum jus signed the papers at hdb a couple of days ago. 2 weeks from now the keys have to be given over. and within that 2 weeks we'll have to move everything we can because after that everything else that remains belongs to the new owner.

i am seriously going to miss this place even tho its the place where my childhood was majorly ruined but its still the place where i grew up as a teen where i underwent different changes in my life. im gonna miss the freedom the huge amount of space the solitude the playground destress sessions at night the everything. nothing can replace this house which never succeeded to be a home. but its still the place where i had the most joyous times of my life. honestly if u ask me i cannot bear to leave this place. if i had a choice i wouldnt.

i am not gonna get used to livin wif my gramps. its gonna be a huge lifestyle change in my part. visitin and seeing them every now and then and livin under the same roof is a totally different thing. this is jus the start of the huge changes that are gonna happen in my life. so as i go back to my normal routine ignoring the fact that these major changes are coming real soon. i'll jus follow along and let whatever happens happen.

its times like this is when i really wish my partner was beside me.

2007-09-21T03:21:00.000+08:00

bleahs.

since my updating frequency is like -100. whatever -100 means. i shall update randomly den.

for this post im gonna list out all my food cravings. so if ur fasting right now pls dont read any further.

if only its nt the fastin month and i got the cash i would so grab all these up. but w/o bee sharin wif me it jus doesnt taste as good.

starbucks' oreo cheesecake
new zealand icecream's boysenberry
authentic taiwanese pearl milk tea
old chang kee's sotong head
hot hot crispy crispy curry puffs
seah imm's fried oyster
black black sweet sweet cui cui carrot cake
tekka market's thosai
DEEP FRIED BABY SQUID!!!!!!
marche's calamari/mash potatoes/banana ice cream waffle
botak jones
carl's jr double western bacon cheeseburger/beef chilli cheese fries
mr bean's chocolate/cheese pancake
geylang's soya bean/tau huey
yu kee's duck rice
azabu sabo's milk tea ice cream
kallang's kambing soup
ya kun's butter sugar toast
macdonalds' french fries
mary brown's chicken porridge
beard papa's chocolate eclair/fondant/coronet
fluffy fluffy creamy creamy custard puffs
yishun ite nenek nasi!!
changi village nasi lemak
crunchy chrunchy popiah
yummy yum yum laksa
long long teh tarik

pastamania's chicken cheese salciccia lingini mix fusili add meatballs add chn chz remove jalepeno add sauce upsize pasta/10" meat lovers regular add moz chz remove bacon remove salami crispy/banana desert pizza add chocolate shavings

own made chocolate milkshake.

cant think of anymore cos im so damn sleepy now. but i think thats enough. nytes.

2007-09-17T14:53:00.000+08:00

Exam over.

Holidays here.

Fasting started.

Working 6daysweek.

New blogskin.

Life of a no life.

Miss Misses Missed Missing You <3

2007-09-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

Happy 27th Month Baby!

burst of mixed feelings got into me ytd.

been a rather interesting week. got attached to cineleisure on sunday. hmm wasnt as busy as i expected. nice staff there coupled with ah beng chefs. last night was month end so its stock count as usual. got audit. anyway ended lyk 1.30am. den we went to the one family ktv at meritus mandarin. total there were lyk 16 ppl. was fun. nvr went ktving before cos i dun really lyk singing publicly with a mic. but my first experience was great.

beginning i was jus enjoyin the drinks and playin around while the chefs sang their hearts out. den slowly everyone got into the mood. guess whats the first ever song i sang. hei se mao yi. lol. wei en was lyk so surprise that he stopped ah yip to hear if i was really singing. me and jean were rockin the nite out. haha. few ppl got drunk. some got majorly tipsy. xiao qiang puked all over the floor. haha. and the next day he got full shift. thats when i met him again cos i got attached to cwp today. crazy fellow. haha. we really had an enjoyable time. cheers~

talkin bout cwp. yea it lived up to its name. busy till the last min. din really talk much to the peeps there.

back to my first line. its the 27th month anniversary which is also the 2nd month we're seperated physically. but our feelings still remain the same if not stronger. i miss u so much dear. thanks for ur blessings. love u. muacks~

2007-08-21T00:26:00.000+08:00

went to malaysia for a one day tour ytd. together wif a busload of my relatives. woke up in the wee hours of the morning. was almost late but luckily reached the rendevous point before the bus arrive.

went thru the 2nd link den the day started. bus was freakin cold. had our breakfast den off to the first stop which was an hour away. a boring place called mini kelatan. got down. got nothing there except nothing. fortunately i stumbled across a snooker hall. den went to play there for a hour. the time wasnt totally wasted afterall.

next we left for some kerepek place which half the bus including me didnt even bother going down cos we were busy snoozing. den we were on the move again to ayer hitam. another boring pasar malam place. started to rain. when we got there. had our lunch at mary brown. den went back to the bus. didnt even bother to visit any shops. slack in the bus while the aunts n uncles went shopping.

after that was lyk close to a 2hr ride to my favourite part of the trip. dinner. slept during the journey again. had seafood at some kampong restaurant. good thing was i didnt have to peel anything. cos everything was deep fried. except the crabs of cos. after dinner we went back home. quite a fun day.

2007-08-13T01:26:00.000+08:00

start of a new week.

work just now was fun i guess. closing time = clubbing time.
more of these kinda days pls. less stress more dance everyone.

in quitted. haiz boring. hes the most ons rider sia.

schedule gettin back to normal i suppose.

im in the process of selflearning shuffing. still noob now. its aite tho cos one day i'll walk down stairs like water flowing down.

did my first ever break and scored 8ball on 8aug07. plenty more to come.

now my break = maut.

start paying attention in school pls!

note to self: burn techno cd. muahaha~

missing someone. <3

2007-08-12T15:27:00.000+08:00

there goes my pay again. i got a curse or simply just call it a very very bad habit of the inability to hold on to money. as long as i know i got the cash and i see something i like i will buy it without thinking twice. my pay never last more than a week.

last week went for a total shopping spree. got all my white stuff already. finally my dream of a white life has came true. major overspending. and guess what. ive already planned on what to buy with my next pay. -.-'

this is what happen to me when zoe is not around. she would stop me from buying stuff. so that the money saved can be used to feed her. haha. oops.

thinkin of changing the pics in my skin. well maybe some other time when im really bored with lotsa time.

gotta get ready for work now.

2007-08-04T12:24:00.000+08:00

a week of sickness. coughing nonstop everyday. well that aint gonna stop me.

work getting lesser. haiz.

last night went to play soccer with the pastamaniacs. amazingly all came down. even tho some were dead late. at first we played at the field beside the court but when it got dark we went to play with the people at the court instead. bunch of good players in there. but nothing we cant handle. as usual shevchenko scored the most goals. lalala~

now chatting with my bee online via webcam. miss her so damn bloody much.

2007-08-01T00:16:00.000+08:00

happy 26th!

no celebrations. no dinner. no hugs. no kisses. no zoe.

this is the first anni that we're seperated. haiz.

at this point in time 'i miss you' is insufficient.

i love you baby. love the gift. hee. muacks.

just another 6 months more. ONLY!

i've been behaving crazily in school recently and i have no idea why.

maybe cos...

i miss you like crazy.

since theres no pic of us this month i've decided to put pics of you.

<3

2007-07-17T23:01:00.000+08:00

today is the day my baby flew off to nz. i miss her already. in fact i missed you since the first time u said u wanna go to nz. i love all the presents u gave me. even tho i dunno what all of them are yet but i love them all as much as i love u. i hope u liked wat i gave u. haiz i really miss u alot. i felt so sad that i couldnt even give u a proper hug goodbye. i know half a year will go by very fast but the wait will seem like forever. i tried to hold my tears back which i did. but at home when i saw what u gave to me i broke down. it really means alot to me. rest assured i will wait for u. pls do take real good care of urself over there ok. dont u worry bout me. i love u my dear.

2007-06-18T13:31:00.000+08:00

holidays are here! wee! 3 weeks of work! -.-'

last sat our boy nav got married. woo. attended his wedding. first time going to an indian wedding. by far the longest ceremony compared to the other weddings ive attended. anyway the good thing is that u get to throw rice and flowers at the bride and groom. the food was great. after the wedding went to play pool. den had supper at jalan kayu.

hmm my left knee hurts from all the clutching. talking about driving. last night while i was on my way home. i was doing 150 on the bke. den all of a sudden i saw blinking blue lights everywhere around me. i looked at my mirror and saw a highway patrol car behind me. damn i tot they were chasing me. so i just switched to the middle lane. they overtook me and were gone in a sec. how lucky was that. i will never speed again. not.

damn got no pictures. my bad.

2007-06-09T15:21:00.000+08:00

Finally after over a week i received all the pics. Ppl have been bugging me to update on my 2nd year anni. so here it is.

I was lucky cos during the anniversary weekend i got to use my grandparents' car cos they were on holiday. so on the day of the anni i picked baby up from her home and drove her to our dinner location. we ate at the riverboat. it was a great place. we chose the top deck to enjoy the beautiful view as we dine. but once in awhile bee felt lyk vomitting cos of the casual rocking of the boat. but its all good once she got used to it. had lotsa fun there. but the night is still young. cos after dinner we went to the night safari for more fun. we spent the entire night there til it closed. thats not the end of the anni tho. the very next day we went to east coast to cycle. before we started i bought baby the macdonald's shrek ears and she put it on the entire time we're there. haha. den we went off to meet wes n monica for our dinner at makansutra. ate alot. well for normal ppl it would have been alot. but for us i think its just fine. forgot to take pics while we were busy catching up and gorging ourselves with local delights. but at least we managed to snapped a few before we headed home. rushed to the airport to send my sis off to china for some school charity thing. had supper at jalan kayu. by then it was lyk 4am and i was so tired that my auntie had to do the driving back home.

I really had a great 2nd year anniversary. I hope you did too. love ya baby bee. muacks. n thanks to wes n nica for makin it extra special. ;)

nuff said. time for the pics.

2007-05-03T00:10:00.000+08:00

22nd Month Anniversary (1st Apr - Billy Bombers)

15 April

29 April (Arab Street)

23rd Month Anniversary (1st May - Spiderman3 & Pizza Hut)

Today was my first day of work. Went straight after school. kinda tired now. so lazy to blog details. May Day was my 23rd month anni. went to gv grand to watch spiderman 3. roxor. den went ms to have our thin crust dinner. above are just a few pics i din have time to upload. gonna rest now. nite babes.

2007-04-29T01:12:00.000+08:00

hardly blogging nowadays. everyday is just school. starting next week it will be school and work. life gonna remain the same for the next 2 years so theres practically nothing much to blog about.

so fast e 2nd week of school is gone. before i noe it. the 2nd yr of school is over. im gettin used to the distance n waking up early in the morning. thanks to baby for understanding n compromising our night chats.

my dad showed me an ad the other day. pte dip n deg w hons. 3 yr course after my higher nitec. 1st yr dip. 2nd yr higher dip. 3rd yr deg. if i take it during my ns i can complete the first 2 yrs. den after come out go overseas uni take the deg for one yr. save alot of time sia. but dunno should i take it anot. cos alot of ppl say pte is not tt good cos they say it may save alot of time but harder to get job compared to ppl who go poly den uni. anyone with better depth in dis kinda stuff pls enlighten me.

gonna watch spiderman3 premiere. cant wait sia. and its on our 23rd mth. weehoo. lalala~

2007-04-23T11:48:00.000+08:00

the first week of school is over. school sucks as usual. hate the distance. hate the early mornings. hate the jams.

last friday was the cca roadshow. join tennis n some meed club dunno wtf it means. after that went collect work uniform den went cmpb defer ns den played pool. met lipas at town and played pool again. lepak and talked about life til late.

argh i sprained my wrist ytd while playing soccer. oh my baby. it hurts so fuckin bad. now its swollen. im lyk virtually handicapped now. so many things i cant do. i cant even write. how to play tennis. how to work. HOW TO PLAY POOL?? stress sia.

anyways im goin to school now which starts at 1.15. see how early i have to leave. never in my life i had to do this. the furthest school was to my house for the past 19years was like 2 mrt stations. haiz.

2007-04-13T20:08:00.000+08:00

~~Happy~~ Friday The 13th

My daily activities for the last 2 weeks of my holidays.

30 Mar Friday - Pool(Yishun)

31 Mar Saturday - Pool(Ang Mo Kio)

1 Apr Sunday - Soccer

2 Apr Monday - Postponed NS, ~~Pool(Yishun)~~

3 Apr Tuesday - Pool(Bukit Timah), Pool(Yishun)

4 Apr Wednesday - Dinner with Baby

5 Apr Thursday - Pool(Tampines)

6 Apr Friday - Pool(Marina South)

7 Apr Saturday - Pool(Woodlands)

8 Apr Sunday - Soccer, Dinner with Baby

9 Apr Monday - Pool(Orchard)

10 Apr Tuesday - Pool(Bukit Timah)

11 Apr Wednesday - Pool(Woodlands), Pool(Jurong)

12 Apr Thursday - Pool(Ang Mo Kio)

13 Apr Today - Paid school fees, Sick

School starts on monday. new campus. new course. boring.

2007-04-09T12:17:00.000+08:00

so long since i last updated. so many things happened but lets forget about it.

now im tired.

went out on good friday. met nic wes n wx at sembawang mrt. found out tt all e car rental shops are closed. called my mum n luckily my grandma was still in sg so i could borrow her car. den we went to pick up ben at cwp. n off to jurong swimming complex. met vin there.

after lazing ard at the lazy river. had our lunch at e kfc there. den went to shisha. wil finally woke up and came. slack there awhile only cos was feeling hot. den we went off to marina bay. played pool, arcade n bowling. by the time we finished playing everything the time was lyk 3am.

after that we went to ecp. almost got killed twice there. den went to changi village to have breakfast. while the guys oogle at the shemales there. the rest was unimpt history.

2007-03-15T00:42:00.000+08:00

haiz. another day. another piece of shyt letter. this time it was about my poly application results. i dowana talk about it. all i can say is that there was a word 'regret' in it.

ive been struck by a line of bad luck lately. ever since sunday. all things seems to look so good but right when i jus gonna start to like it. something unbelieveably sucky will happen. thats really damn fucked up. this year is so not my year. i'm missing the good luck i've enjoyed the last few months. it was nice but i guess all good things have to come to an end. but jus because it has to end doesnt mean it has to go the total opposite direction. fuck la. this sucks.

the last good thing that happened to me this year is getting that award but it has already lost its meaning to me even before i receieved it. what the fuck am i suppose to do with that money damn it. haiz.

2007-03-13T15:10:00.000+08:00

just came back from malacca early this morning. went there for my grandpa's sister's first child's wedding. my uncle brought along his motor club members. met 1 or 2 familiar faces from my kl trip with them last year.

came home to another letter but this time it wasnt as good as the one i got previously. in fact it was the total opposite. i got this.

my first fine.

what a time to get it. when im totally broke. and the incident was lyk 1 month ago. damn it.

2007-03-03T00:46:00.000+08:00

i got a letter a couple of days ago. i received the good progress award for my ite results. cant believe it. maybe can use the money to make my first installment for my esi. haha.

on wed went to have steamboat to celebrate ben's bdae. was fun cos all the fun ppl were there. we ate all we can eat until the stop closed. played some pool after that. went to woodlands cresent park to open our las vegas casino again. had breakfast at bishan. den to km house for some xboxing. after that went to queensway shopped and lunched.

the day did not end there.

later that night met baby for our 21mth anni. she surprised me when she brought me to botak jones at yck. i saw it on tv and told her i wanted to go there long ago. so long that even i have forgotten about it. but she remembered and brought me there. how sweet of her. imagine a coffeeshop with restaurant standard food. well i can say that its much better than restaurants selling the same food as it. quantity-wise. the amount of fries they give is astonishing. their fries got some spice which makes it extra yummy. and this is the first time i didnt finish the food. some fries were left out cos my tummy was food of it already.

happy happy 21 baby.

fishnchips.

cajun chicken.

chocolate sensation cheesecake.

2007-02-24T03:49:00.000+08:00

insomia.

dunno whats wrong with blogger nowadays. ever since google took over now got so many probs. after i publish a post or edit my template, the change doesnt seem to appear in the actual blog until like a few days later. that totally sucks.

anyway blogskin changed again as u can see. was changed like 3 days ago but i can only see it now. i think its my com. went for a simple and clean style. i kinda like it.

i submitted my previous skin on blogskins and it got in the top 15 rated at number 7 the next day. i didnt think that the skin would even get a 5star rating much less go into top rated. cos to me that skin really sucked. it was lyk a skin for like an 8 yr old. well i guess cos there are alot of kids in blogskins anyway.

to view my blogskins go to my links page and click on hancur under reliance.

2007-02-16T17:58:00.000+08:00

happy belated valentines day.
happy advanced chinese new year.

graduation day finally came. held at macpherson ite. waited so long to get the cert. den had a cheapskate free buffet. after that went to vivocity walk2. den zoe came and we went to Blooies' bar & grill for my birthday celebration. the food there was delicious. after dinner we sat there for awhile to enjoy the atmosphere and drank jugs after jugs of ice water. after the food rested in the tummy we went to mt faber. went up and down again. send zoe home den went to marina bay played bowling n arcade. lipas played bowling for the first time for me ever since he fell. after playing they gave me my birthday cake. it was a chocolate muffin with a cig for a candle. haha it was cool. instead of blowin out the candle i had to smoke it out. later went changi and opened our own las vegas casino. afterwards we went to had breakfast at changi village.

the day was not over. we all went back home to take a shower and changed den we went to tp to apply for poly. accompanied them for lunch at bedok. by then my voice was totally gone. finally parted with the rest of them. was alone again after a whole day together. den went to buy my valentine picnic stuff. met zoe and headed to changi again. parked right in front of the airport runway. what a view we had. after sending her home i went back to find wes nic wil wx under my block with my belated birthday surprise. after the cake we went to woodlands crescent park for a long chat of our sec sch life. well they did the talkin i was doin the listenin cos my voice was practically non-existence. den sent them back home.

this was the most meaningful birthday i've had. the only thing i regret is that i didn't take many pics. but as long as we have it in our head thats good enough. thanks to all who made it happen.

p.s. baby thanks for all your care and understanding. happy valentine's day. i love you.

at blooies.

lipas first bowl in like forever.

my birthday cake.

2007-02-02T00:11:00.000+08:00

happy happy 20th month anniversary!

hk cafe yum.

Ice Blended "Perfect" Float

HK Stewed Beef Brisket in Claypot

Spicy Salt & Pepper Deep Fried Squid

Blast Off!

2007-01-31T22:15:00.000+08:00

thais are losers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cos of a penalty all walk off the field. throw tantrums like immature 5 yr olds. it doesnt matter whether the penalty given was right or wrong, the ref decision is final so get over it la losers. bloody hell get penalty den walk off. if everyone do that no need to play soccer already lah. half of the penalties given out in the world are wrong decisions. but u see the fouled team walkin off the field anot? wtf sia. pls la this is only final first leg somemore. even world cup finals ppl dive for penalties u see the whole team walk off the field or not? walao no sportsmanship dont play sports at all. only good at protesting. next time go for hunger strike la. or strip naked run around the field. by walkin off u are only humilating urselves. but i dun think u feel humiliated since u are so used to the booing. even if u managed to catch up and win the cup in the final leg. u have already declared urselves as the biggest losers in south east asia. and no amount of winning can overwrite that.

2007-01-28T04:21:00.000+08:00

look at the time. i can't sleep. i dont know why. i wanna sleep. i love to sleep. i just cant sleep.

anyway been going to a few poly open houses this pass weeks.
graduation ceremony next month and coincidentally its the same day as my bdae.

anyway since i cant sleep, i killed time by creating this new skin. i dun even think its nice at all cos i made it so randomly. jus made it to replace the previous one which im bored of.

i'll try to sleep now. nite.

p.s. i love this song even tho it has totally no link to the skin.

i know i like it!

2007-01-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

cheers!

at last i made time for the first post of 2doubleOseven.

damn i couldnt have asked for a better end to 06 and a better start to 07.

my results are out and i totally surprise myself. not to mention my lecturers too.

new year countdown was great. went out wif faiz and prem. so we watch the fireworks in town with the best view of all. right smack in the middle of the bridge between city hall and marina bay. took us alot of effort to get there but we made it at last. after the countdown we went to the 4 chopsticks thingy and had our own celebration.

'chocolates' 'ka-chings' 'the used' 'iceless scam' 'threesome' 'peeing machine'

later that day i met with my better half because its not just the new year. its also our 19mth anni. went shopping. spent alot of time choosing our dinner spot but it turned out well.

there is also another thing which made my 2006 end with no regrets. but thats for me to know and you to find out. if u can. haha.

as you can see this entry lack details because i'd like to keep the sweet and not so sweet stuff to myself and all those who were there with me. ;p

our clear beatiful view.

our party.

our first pic of the year.

2006-12-23T20:38:00.000+08:00

Advanced
Merry Christmas
Happy New Year
jus in case i dun have time to wish u guys on the actual day itself.

watched A Night At The Museum at orchard cathay ytd. it totally rocks. fucking hilarious. go and watch it. worth ur money. den baby went xmas shoppin. shopped so long at just one store. went home with 4 bags. -.-

when i was sending baby home, she surprised me with a present in the bus. haha thanks baby. den when we reached her house, she surprise me with a bigger present. i love both of them. thanks baby. muacks.

2006-12-23T00:55:00.000+08:00

G.O-Blok Chalet Entry.

3days 2nights of pure fun held at east coast.

our chalet was great for multiple reasons.

1. its right next to the lobby.
2. its right next to the swimming pool.
3. its right next to the showers.
4. its right next to the convinient shop.
5. the prawn fishing pond and koi pond is right in front of us. (i dunno why this is a good thing anyway. u decide)
6. the bbq pit rental is right beside us. its literally jus a wall away.

hmm the first night we didnt do anything much cos half of us came at night cos of work. so we just spent the night playing card games. violent and lipas dint slp the whole night dunno they doing what gay stuff outside the chalet.

in the morning lipas collapsed on the bed while me ben violent n wan went swimming at the pool jus a stone throw away. shahri and his girl went to the beach to swim instead for a private time together. afternoon went to buy our bbq stuff. at night zoe came. had the best bbq ever. nothing can be better than a bbq with a bunch of don vito's and steve o's. not to mention the blasting of great music sponsored by urs truely. after the bbq we slacked in the room for awhile watching fucking overplayed indonesian commercials. its lyk they play the same commercial lyk 9 times in 2mins.

den its off to soccer. went to our satu spot. played for 2 hours. violent was the top scorer. some kinda european and fifa player of the year. play lyk cannavaro with his italian shirt somemore. bleahs enough bout him. shevchenko still the best. went back to the chalet. next morning checked out. all of us packing up lyk as if we got a flight to catch haha. had breakfast den went shoppin at pp. then its back home.

2006-12-11T13:01:00.000+08:00

after a long absence the blogger is back again. i got no excuse for not blogging for such a long time except that there has been nothing eventful that has happened the past month that i can blog about.

maybe some minor details like my hp got stolen but i got a new one tho with the same number. my 18th month with zoe. my exams are over. school's out forever. thats all i guess.

well this past weekend alone has been more interesting than ever. firstly on sat was nav's wedding. held in a restaurant called bombay magic at farrer park. had a great spread of northern indian crusine buffet. everyone was there. lotsa fun taking pics. getting drunk. and all the other usual stuff we do.

on sunday it was my baby's birthday. since we got home late the previous nite. we met in the afternoon after baby got her haircut. so pretty. haha. we got lots of time in our hands before my plans for dinner which she didnt know where. so we decided to go shoppin at vivo first. first time for both of us and what better time to go than on her bdae. shopped til night but she still cant get enuff but i had to drag her off for dinner. i brought her to the place finally and she got her surprise. took me so long to hide it from her but i did quite a good job at it cos she didnt manage to guess it. had a delicious 3 course dinner. after desert, i surprise baby again with a wonderful magic trick. hehe. ;)

2006-11-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

went to the singapore motorshow today. finally i managed to go there cos i was too busy to go last week. anyway it wasnt a disappointment. when it comes to hot cars most of the time they come together with hot babes. n this motorshow was no exception. everything about it is great except the fact that parallel imported cars were not shown. in other words no MARK X! well it was great fun nonetheless esp the stunt performance. was lyk watching tokyo drift live in ya face. enuff words. look at the pics.

f430

gallardo

wrx

i

mini

lotus

r2

evo ix

r6

goldwing

cbr

wave

fine-s

fairlady

zazen

lc

lf-a